I love NYC, but sometimes it's a city, it's a loud city, and it's one of the reasons why I do love it. The pace, the honesty, the drive to always go, go, go... it is also EXHAUSTING.
I wake up and feel tired, I have forgotten what the sound of no sound is and I feel like I am running, running and running and yet doesn't accomplish anything. Those days are hard, and I stand in the middle of the street and I'll shed a tear, and sometimes I guess it is fine to go home and sleep.
When I came to NYC I slept so much, I slept and slept and just couldn't get enought of sleep because I had let my life run crazy with me.
Currently my head is spinning, I have so many words that want to run through my fingers, to fill page after page of stories and at the same time I want to walk and sort all those pages out. I am turning page after page, and like a spellbook, each sentance seem to have a new meaning after every word spoken.
I wake up and feel tired, I have forgotten what the sound of no sound is and I feel like I am running, running and running and yet doesn't accomplish anything. Those days are hard, and I stand in the middle of the street and I'll shed a tear, and sometimes I guess it is fine to go home and sleep.
When I came to NYC I slept so much, I slept and slept and just couldn't get enought of sleep because I had let my life run crazy with me.
Currently my head is spinning, I have so many words that want to run through my fingers, to fill page after page of stories and at the same time I want to walk and sort all those pages out. I am turning page after page, and like a spellbook, each sentance seem to have a new meaning after every word spoken.
I hear ya, sistah! Att flytta till en världsmetropol är fullkomligt utmattande. Jag flyttade till London i juni och har precis kommit till stadiet då jag inte tycker att det är enbart fantastiskt, utan stundvis rätt jobbigt.
ReplyDeleteFint att läsa att du tycks uppleva något liknande, jag tror att det går över på sikt. Och som du skriver, det är helt okej att gå hem och lägga sig ibland. Be kind to yourself.
(Även: Hej förresten, jag har tyst följt din blogg ett tag och uppskattar den mycket, det kändes som att det var dags att tala om det.)