Less "have to" and more "wants"

I decided that I need more wants in my life and less "have to". I want to frolic more and cry less, I don't have the energy for the sad little animal that lives inside of me. The sad little animal need to be entertained and loved more. I have to learn to shake the feeling of never being good enough. I have to realise that my best is good enough!

It's easy to make decisions sometimes, but there are always roadblocks